25 Pounds 7 Days
Weight: 469
Getting with it, staying with it, hard times, and not expected results
So, first off, I am by no means giving up!
So, have been on this program for a full 7 days, at weigh in this morning, at 469 even, and sometimes it is just flat hard. Sometimes, I have to remind myself of the alternative, and that is leaving my wife and kids with nothing, as the alternative for me is death. Sometimes, I smell food and want it. Sometimes, I see food and want it. Not even hungry, just want it. Its my addiction, and I want it when I see it. However, that is not a true option for me.
Also, I wanted to be about 465 this morning at weigh in, and I wanted to see better results, as I have been walking more, and working too, on things around the house, and being more active. I have the energy to be active, and I have been. I feel better. My wife says I look like I am losing weight. I feel like I am losing weight because my clothes wont stay on me, even having problems (TMI HERE) keeping my underwear up on me when walking. So I know it is happening, I am just wondering why the scale is not reflecting how I feel.
Having some stress from work, and stress financially, etc is not helping much with trying to quit an addiction. Just little things in life make me want to run to my comfort, food. So, while its hard, while its stressful at times, it will be worth it in the end. Please continue to pray for me, and support me here. Thank you all.
P.S. I havent kept my food log updated for the last few days. Im sorry to anyone who has been following that. Honestly, I have been so busy with my new found energy and trying to complete things at work and trying to complete things at home that it has been a challenge to just sit down and blog. However, I know I have to, as this is my source of accountability.
Getting with it, staying with it, hard times, and not expected results
So, first off, I am by no means giving up!
So, have been on this program for a full 7 days, at weigh in this morning, at 469 even, and sometimes it is just flat hard. Sometimes, I have to remind myself of the alternative, and that is leaving my wife and kids with nothing, as the alternative for me is death. Sometimes, I smell food and want it. Sometimes, I see food and want it. Not even hungry, just want it. Its my addiction, and I want it when I see it. However, that is not a true option for me.
Also, I wanted to be about 465 this morning at weigh in, and I wanted to see better results, as I have been walking more, and working too, on things around the house, and being more active. I have the energy to be active, and I have been. I feel better. My wife says I look like I am losing weight. I feel like I am losing weight because my clothes wont stay on me, even having problems (TMI HERE) keeping my underwear up on me when walking. So I know it is happening, I am just wondering why the scale is not reflecting how I feel.
Having some stress from work, and stress financially, etc is not helping much with trying to quit an addiction. Just little things in life make me want to run to my comfort, food. So, while its hard, while its stressful at times, it will be worth it in the end. Please continue to pray for me, and support me here. Thank you all.
P.S. I havent kept my food log updated for the last few days. Im sorry to anyone who has been following that. Honestly, I have been so busy with my new found energy and trying to complete things at work and trying to complete things at home that it has been a challenge to just sit down and blog. However, I know I have to, as this is my source of accountability.
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